Depression....

So....
im hella depressed.. I want to cry.

It started out this morning, where i was walking to class with my friend..
we have a class right next to each other and since i didnt talk to him for a while..
i decided to walk with him.
I was chipper this morning.
I didn't think he would do anything...
He went to go and hug me, and he kissed me on the head.........

HE KNOWS I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!
he looked at me with my eyes wide and said "Oh sorry"
and ran to his class.
I stood there in shock and ran to class.

but thats not all..

so my friend she hooked me up with my boyfriend.
yes i appreciate that but...
when she CONSTANTLY talks about him..
tells me about how she loves his family
how spectacular he is..
how special he is to her..
I DONT want to hear this!
i want to create my own memories..
but thats ALL she talks about..
i want to cry.
If she keeps this up...
ill go crazy...
im so depressed...