Hes an awesome singer too (:

http://www.myspace.com/phung91/music/playlists/my-playlist-13517
go to page, now!

This is my friend David

we went to school together,
you MUST check out this page.
<3 Erika
http://www.youtube.com/user/dondiablo91

Pencil Sharpeners

So today I took a test in first period. It went okay (: Overall pretty okay.
then learning lab came and I had to sharpen my pencils.
My snowman pencil that Shane picked out,
my skinny pencil
and my heart pencil.
so I did but I decided to do things the hard way.
There was a pencil sharpener right next to the sharpener I was about to use.
well the sharpener I was going to use was covered with a desk and had no shaving savers haha
so I moved the desk, and grabbed a trashcan and sharpened my pencil.
My reason? the skinny pencil doesnt sharpen unless its with that sharpener.
However, I accidentally jammed my finger, my pinky to be exact in the process.
It hurt really bad and is still healing :P but itll be okay.
Im starting to get feeling back and I am typing with three fingers :P ^-^ I got skillz.~

I have a math test next period, I'm super nervous... I dont know anything...
ahhh! XD
oh well. wish me luck!

lol (: my essay

So I did an essay about domestic violence, I went up second today in the presentation. I was pretty proud of it. (:
I got a 4 on it. That's exceeding standards. Everything was exceeding. ^-^

I can't believe men

Boys are fucking stupid sometimes.. Not you Shane someone in my school. My friend Shannon is a good friend of mine, and today her stupid bf all of a sudden got mad at her and pushed her away and she grabbed his arm but he ripped her arm off.. I can't forgive that. I'm seriously mad right now. No one hurts my friends and what he did was a jackass move that fucking ass!!
*breaths* okay I'm better now. Just had to get that out. Thanks blog (:

Today

Today I started out at waking up at 5 am. My alarm went off. I then went back to sleep thinking I needed more sleep. I didn't go to sleep till late last night.
I then woke up at six, Turned on my ipod to lighten my mood, and got ready and finished getting ready at 6:30, with 10 minutes to spare. I then walked to the bus, wearing my winter hello kitty jacket, a scarf, a black and white pretty shirt and some jeans. With my candy shoes.
During the waiting time for before School, Alden and I got into a competition to not make eachother laugh, the competition still lives. so far ive won though
Then in first period I wrote a disturbing poem about Domestic Violence. About this girl getting married but then her husband starts to beat her and she tries to kill herself but she gets killed by her husband anyways. I.. freaked a few people out today. Even my teacher.
Then in learning lab, cole and david wern't there, and I was going to ask for help from them. They wern't there.. :/
so i think im gonna go somewhere else or something.
now I am in Digital Photography, doing my work on William Wegman. I really don't like doing this.. but I am slowing getting through this.
anyways ill ttyl.
Erika

Ten things I love about Shane.

Now I come to warn you I've never done this before
10. He's always there for me when I need him
9. I can always be open with him and tell him how I feel (especially the super gushy stuff)
8. I feel complete with him around and it reminds me each time we r away, I need him in my life
7. He's so supportive (: on everything
6. I love nerdy factor it's so cute! And yes babe this is in fine print you can be nerdy in public
5. Most amazing voice and songs, even though he forgot to post the song he wrote for me on myspace for about 2 months now lol
4.he's nurturing and patient and so giving
3.Hes sooo smart (:
2.how loyal he is
1. How I'm lucky enough to be in your life. Your my soulmate (: till now and forever. I love you!

I... Feel so sad today

Well screw sadness! Its just a wretch! Come on. I am Erika right(: Erika the asían! Theres nothing i cant overcome! (: I won't let things control me. I won't sulk. I have a mission to do (: and I have to be strong (: don't wear out the phrase people give you and be strong (: and as Le says, if you feel an emotion change that's it. So that's it! But idk I do have something bothering me. I kind of talk about other guys with my boyfriend bc I vent about things with him and I trust him enough to tell him. But, I've come to realize when I do that it just bothers him and it makes him jealous. And that's plenty understandable I mean.. I would be jealous too.. And I feel bad bc I never really thought things through about it. And I'm scared bc I didn't want him to make him sad or upset over it.. He's always so nice to me.. He tries his hardest.. Even if I only get to talk to him for a little a day or barely talk to him bc I'm upset or being moody or just don't have time.. Yet, I feel like I made him upset. And I'd be upset too. I'm not sure if I should keep asking him for help (cuz that's what I was trying to do.. But he gets upset so I stop) or just shut up about it.. Porbably just shut up about it. I can deal with it myself. I'll rely on him for things that r more important.. Man I need a hug right now.. I'm so sorry baby... Forgive me?

I feel stupid

I was talking to my boyfriend and he promised me He would write a super cheezyyy post for me on my facebook wall. So I was excited.. Really excited and checked facebook if he wrote multiple times.. :/ nothing nothing nothing. It was 12 am nothing it was 4 am.. Nothing. (I had nightmares) and now that I wake up nothing. I think that I should just give up.. He probably forgot.. It was my fault for keeping my hopes up...Haha oh well! (:

AHHHH JEALOUSY!

So i have a "best friend" for what shes been calling us.. for a long time..
but I dont really feel like we are best friends at all..
everytime I talk about her.. she talks about her other best friend..
Sara...Sara....Sara... :/ ugh.. im...jealous

Children's story

So for class (: I gotta write a childrens story.
i already got my idea (; i write.
Its going to be about a kid that gets their pencils stolen.
The kid is sad and tries to tell the teacher..
but its no use.
The bully tells the teacher its his and pretends to cry over it.
The kid who is bullied is irritated.
and goes home on a mission.
She takes out a magic rock, a rock that will grant one wish.
(her mom was actually behind the door and when she went outta the room the mom put the rock there.)
She wished for a magic marker, so she could never have her stuff stolen again.
She recieved the marker and wrote on all her pencils her name.
The next day, her stuff was stolen,.. but her names were on it.
The kid who was being bullied looked at the bullying kid and smiled.

"thats my pencil." bullied girl said. "it has my name on it" end of story.

Females.. its true

A Woman's Language, translated to English:
Yes = No
No = Yes
Maybe = No
She's cute = She's ugly
He's hot = He's hot
Do you think I look pretty? = I look pretty, and you should say I do too
What's are you doing right now? = Nothing because you're bored without me.
I don't want anything for (my birthday/Christmas) = Surprise me with more than your empty hands.
What are you doing tomorrow? = Want to do something with me tomorrow?
Who was that? = Who do I need to kill?
How much money do you have? = How much of your money can I spend?
Do you think that girl is pretty? = You better not think that girl is pretty.
Call me = Call me or I'll make you cry 
A Woman's Behavior, analyzed:
Laughs a lot = Flirt with me.
       Watch out. These women will kill you by playing on your pride. Use the buddy system to stay above water and not drown in their flattery.
Glares a lot = I want to kill you.
       Watch out X 2. Travel in packs around girls that do this. You need at least four men. One to fight her off/hold her back, and three to run for help. I personally like to do the latter.
Talks to herself = I've heard of girls whispering, "The end is near" randomly…um…see solution to "Glares a lot."

Kisses..

Have you ever noticed that the way a person kisses you portrays how they feel about you? The way I kiss people, are all based on how I feel about them at least.
When I kiss them abruptly: that means that they are mine and no one else can have you.
When I kiss them softly: that means I want to take care of them.
When I kiss them with a peck: that means I am either embarrassed if its in front of others or just want to tell you, I love you
When I kiss them passionately: that means I want to be in their life forever.
 (:

warm..

I feel so warm.. and tired.. I just wanna snuggle in bed and say nighty night.
Unless.. hehe.. you take me to the swings.. blanko please. blanko blanko!

wow.. haha
What is the movie Chocolate?

The Man Code

1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate.
   
2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella.
   
3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers.
   
4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence.
   
5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.
   
6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50% without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call B*LLSH$T. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400%)
   
7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever.
   
8. The minimum amount of time you have to wait for another guy who's running late is 5 minutes. For a girl, you are required to wait 10 minutes for every point of hotness she scores on the classic 1-10 babe scale.
   
9. Complaining about the brand of free beer in a buddies refrigerator is forbidden. You may gripe if the temperature is unsuitable.
   
10. No man is ever required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering a friends birthday is strictly optional and slightly gay.
    
11. Agreeing to distract the ugly friend of a hot babe that your buddy is trying to hook up with is your legal duty. Should you get carried away with your good deed and end up having sex with the beast, your pal is forbidden to speak of it, even at your bachelor party.
    
12. Before dating a buddy's "ex", you are required to ask his permission and he in return is required to grant it.
    
13. Women who claim they "love to watch sports" must be treated as spies until they demonstrate knowledge of the game and the ability to pick a buffalo wing clean.
    
14. If a man's zipper is down, that's his problem - you didn't see nothin'.
    
15. The universal compensation for buddies who help you move is beer.
    
16. A man must never own a cat or like his girlfriend's cat.
    
17. When stumbling upon other guys watching a sports event, you may always ask the score of the game in progress, but you may never ask who's playing.
    
18. When your girlfriend/wife expresses a desire to fix her whiney friend up with your pal, you may give her the go-ahead only if you'll be able to warn your buddy and give him time to prepare excuses about joining the priesthood.
    
19. It is permissible to consume a fruity chick drink only when you're sunning on a tropical beach... and it's delivered by a topless supermodel... and it's free.
    
20. Unless you're in prison, never fight naked.
    
21. A man in the company of a hot, suggestively dressed woman must remain sober enough to fight.
    
22. If a buddy is outnumbered, out manned, or too drunk to fight, you must jump into the fight. Exception: If within the last 24 hours his actions have caused you to think, "What this guy needs is a good ass-whoopin", then you may sit back and enjoy.
    
23. Phrases that may NOT be uttered to another man while weight lifting: "Yeah, baby, push it!", "C'mon, give me one more! Harder!", "Another set and we can hit the showers." " Nice ass, are you a Sagittarius?"
    
24. Never hesitate to reach for the last beer or the last slice of pizza, but not both. That's just plain mean.
    
25. If you compliment a guy on his six-pack, you better be referring to his beer.
    
26. Never join your girlfriend/wife in dissing a buddy, except when she's withholding sex pending your response.
    
27. Never talk to a man in the bathroom unless you're on equal footing: either both urinating or both waiting in line. In all other situations, a nod is all the conversation you need.
    
28. Unlocking a car door for another man is polite. Opening it is gay.
    

I wanna..

go swing, swing swing! please! take me to the swings? please please please.. somebody.. *objective:bug my mom today... who probably will say no.. but I'll sing the 'im begging you take me to take me to the swings song'
~ aka, erika yelling in the car repetitively to her mom BLANKO (Swing!) mama! Blanko~! mama onegai onegai! (please) blanko noritai, noritai yo... (i wanna I wanna go on the swings).*

My favorite thing to do is go on the swings, its the greatest way to energize me and see me in a good mood for a 2 weeks to 2 months straight. My favorite part is feeling the wind past my face (: I love closing my eyes and feel the fear but comfort. As if I am flying.
i wanna swing.. dont you get those urges? I wanna swing.. I wanna i wanna... *whines* haha.
oh well.. ill deal..

My Christmas List!

1. Fabric Softener
2.Uhh. haha thats it

haha oh well.
...im going to fall asleep.. good night..
zzzzzzzz.

i miss snow

oh the stress..

its back, but its about school.. and I dont like Zagar.. he makes my life so much more difficult! and so does Calculus... I gotta get those assignments in.

I need a hug

I want a hug... babe? can I get a hug?

The dance?

So i wasnt going to go to the dance tomorrow until I was at learning lab. My friend cole went up to me and took me by the hand. "Erika, will you go to the dance with me?.. as friends of course" I raise my eyebrow and say"we have a test tomorrow" but then he kept convincing me and convincing me.. so I told him "okay, Ill ask my parents" dont think ill go.. but you never know.

wow not a nightmare

I had a dream about flutes.

cleaning flutes.

haha, and shane was sitting next to me.

I was cleaning a trumpet too.

so lets see what flutes mean? that might be how I feel about my boyfriend now (:

Flute

To hear or play the flute in your dream, indicates harmony in your life. Things are going smoothly for you. Alternatively, hearing the sound a flute, suggests sorrow and longing. You are experiencing a spectrum of emotions. The flute also symbolizes the phallus or a masculine component in your waking life.

and a trumpet? (:

Trumpet

To see or  hear a trumpet in your dream, signifies some sort of warning or danger that you have found yourself in. It may be a way for your subconscious to get your attention.

hmm. I know I miss my boyfriend. but the Trumpet part.. I was getting warned last night. 

and lastly, Silver.

Silver

To see silver in your dream, symbolizes the moon, intuition and the feminine aspects of yourself. It signifies tranquility and understated confidence.

the Flute was silver. And the trumpet was silver.

Trumpet.. the problem I am encountering, I am pretty confidence about it.(:


oh wait, cleaning~

Cleaning

To dream that you are cleaning, implies that you are removing some negativity in your life and overcoming major obstacles. You are moving ahead toward a new stage in your life. In particular, if you are cleaning your house, then it means that you need to clear out your thoughts and get rid of your old ways and habits. You are seeking self-improvement. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor that you need to "come clean" or tell the whole truth about some situation or matter.

To dream that you are cleaning an object, represents an aspect of yourself that is not working or functioning as well as it should. If you are cleaning the refrigerator or oven, then it indicates that you are getting to root of a matter or situation. It may also indicate feeling so negativity and inferiority. You feel stuck in some area of your life.

To dream that you are cleaning out a desk, suggests that you are getting rid of the burdens that has been weighing you down. You are acknowledging your new choices, decisions, and a new sense of freedom.  

Ah man, 5th nightmare

The nightmare had to do with water.

I was swimming with Shane..

and the next thing I know, I couldn't get outta the water.

and Shane grabbed my hand as I yelled, help me help me..I don't want to go through this alone..

and i was so heavy. So..so...heavy.. but I got out of the water. and cried in Shanes arms.

Swimming

To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.

To dream that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your unconscious emotions.

Water

To see water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. 

To see calm, clear water in your dream, means that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation.

Haven't slept since 12:40

Hey guys it's Erika and I am pretty happy with myself now. I went to sleep, nightmareless! And dreamless. I slept for two hours and found myself wake up earlier than I wanted it to be. So I tried to go back to bed. It didn't work; I just found myself laying there with my stuffed otter runner to the side and in my arms the pink elephant my boyfriend won me. So I got up, It was then 1:30 and I gave up. I turned on the lights and began to knit until my ball was finished. I finished it and I have to wait till later to continue it. My next balls in the living room.. So now it's 2:50 and I still can't sleep.so now I'm debating what to do. Probably continue to cuddle with my pink elephant in which is nameless right now... Hmm let's name him.. What's a cool.. Wait what gender is he? I'm gonna have to say he's a boy. So what's a cool boy name? Max; I think that works. Next step spelling. Do I want his name to be fully spelled Maximus? Or just plain old max? I think plain old max works. Now the max spellings. Macs, makutsu, max, maks, hmm max works haha. Alright. This is naming child Erika at your service from her iPod. (: ttyl haha

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen

I miss you Shane.

Why?

Why is it that the first two periods either make me sleepy or depressed? I don't know. :/ they are both easy, and it shouldn't be bad.. 

English first, then basically a break in Digital Adv Photo.

then its math, Calculus, and then band, break, and then civics, and then drama, break...

I don't know.. Is it because I taking my vitamins and I didn't take them for half a month so I am having withdraws?

or is it because I am having so many nightmares that I am in a cranky mood?

Or maybe its because in calculus I feel like everyone there is a family..

here, i feel somewhat empty...like my dreams.

Imagine a life where you were scared, and empty inside, even though there was people in your life that means the world to you.. That was my dreams.. I am going to research the meanings okay?

Dress

To see or wear a dress in your dream, represents a feminine outlook or feminine perspective on a situation. You are freely expressing your femininity. If you are a man and dream that you are wearing a dress, suggests that others are questioning your sexuality. Or that you are feeling sexually insecure. 

To dream that you are wearing a white dress, implies that you want to appear pure and angelic toward others. Perhaps you are trying to look "innocent". If the dress is another color, look up the specific color for additional significance.

 

Ink

To see ink in your dream, represents creativity. You are adopting a new way of looking at things. If ink is spilled in your dream, then it symbolizes a blemish or minor problem. Or perhaps you are about to be exposed. Alternatively, ink may also be a metaphor for "getting ink" or getting a tattoo.

To see bottles of ink in your dream, suggest that a solution to your problem will soon become apparent.

It was spilled on the dress. Not my dress, my friends dress.

Levitation

To dream that you are levitating, suggests that you are holding on to far-fetched and outlandish ideas. You need to be more realistic. Alternatively, the dream means that you may not be feeling grounded or safe. You are feeling helpless and disconnected with those around you.

To see someone levitating in your dream, represents your desire to be helpful and supportive to others. Alternatively, It indicates that you admire or look up to the person being levitated. 

To dream that you are making someone or something levitate in your dream, represents your supportive nature. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are trying to balance too many things in your life. It may literally mean that "things up are up in the air". You do not have a conclusion or decision about something. 

Ghost

To see your own ghost in your dream, symbolizes aspects of yourself that you fear. This may involve a painful memory, guilt, or some repressed thoughts. Or you may be afraid of death and dying. Alternatively, ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghosts wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.

To dream that you reach out to touch a ghost, but it disappears, indicates that you are taking steps to acknowledging some painful or repressed thoughts even though you are not ready to fully confront them. 

To see the ghost of a living relative or friend in your dream, signifies that you are in danger of malice acts by that person.

To see the ghost of a dead friend/relative in your dream, suggests guilt and regrets concerning the past relationships with that particular person.

Needle

To see or use a needle in your dream, indicates that you need to mend some relationship or situation that has gotten out of hand. A needle is also symbolic of some emotional or physical pain. Alternatively, the dream is a metaphor for male sexuality or a sexual act. In particular, to see knitting needles in your dream, suggest that you are manipulating a situation in order to get a desired outcome. 

To dream that someone is using a needle, suggests that you need to incorporate and join together various aspects of your consciousness. 

To look for a needle in your dream, symbolizes useless worries over small, trivial matters. Consider the phrase of looking for a needle in a haystack to represent our fruitless pursuits.

To dream that you are threading a needle, represents unfinished issues that you need to tend to and perhaps even repair. Alternatively, the dream may have sexual connotations. 

I was refusing the needle.

Hostage

To dream that you are a hostage, indicates that you are feeling victimized or powerless. You feel limited in your choices or physically immobilized. Perhaps this dream is paralleling some situation/difficulties in your daily life or relationship. Alternatively, to dream that you are a hostage suggests that a part of yourself is not fully expressed.

House

To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the unconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity. If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To dream that a house has no walls, represents a lack of privacy. You feel that everyone is looking over your shoulder or up in your business.

To dream that you are cleaning your house, signifies your need to clear out your thoughts and get rid of old ways. You are seeking self-improvement.

If you live with others in your waking life, but dream that you are living alone, suggests that you need to take new steps toward independence. You need to accept responsibilities and be more self-reliant.

To see an old, run-down house in your dream, represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. To dream that your house is damaged, indicates your waking concerns about the condition of your house.

To see a new house in your dream, indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind. 

To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.

To dream of a haunted house, signifies unfinished emotional business, related to your childhood family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings.

To dream that a house has disappeared,  indicates that you are not feeling grounded. You feel uprooted by a particular circumstance or relationship in your life.

To dream that water is rising up in your house, suggests that you are becoming overwhelmed by your emotions.

Message

To dream that you are sending a message, suggests that there is an important message that you need to convey and let others know.

To dream that you are receiving a message, represents a message from your unconscious.

I sent Shane a message telling him I was scared and that I needed him to save me.. but the thing is that it kept sending back.. a few times... 

I received a message from an anonymous number..  i didn't want to read it and I woke up. It was scary..

Running

To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid. You are not taking or accepting responsibility for your actions. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears. 

To dream that you are trying to run but cannot make your feet move as fast as you want them to, signifies lack of self-esteem and self-confidence. It may also reflect your actual state of REM paralysis during the dream state.

To dream that you are running alone, refers to your determination and motivation in the pursuit of your goals. You will find success and rise above those around you. Alternatively, the dream may mean that you need to hurry up in making a decision.

To dream that you are running with someone, signifies cooperation. 

I couldn't run so fast. and at times I was running away. and then i was running alone.

Friend

To see friends in your dream, signify aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Alternatively, dreaming of a friend, indicates positive news. 

To see your childhood friend in your dream, signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities.  Things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the pressures and stresses of adulthood. Consider the relationship you had with this friend and the lessons that were learned. Alternatively, the childhood friend suggests that you have been acting in a childish manner. You need to start acting like an adult.

She was just a friend.. and I'm actually jealous of her. >.< to tell the truth.

Boyfriend

To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him.

If your boyfriend is away and your dreams of him involve a lot of touching, then it signifies how much you are missing his presence and having him nearby. The dream is telling you not to take the day to day things for granted. Learn to cherish the smaller things in life. 

To dream that your boyfriend tells you that he doesn't love your anymore, represents your own insecurities with the relationship. It may also mean that the relationship is moving to a new level to which you are expressing some anxiety and fears about the changing situation.  You may feel left out it in his life or that you are unable to share in all his experiences. It boils down to trust and communication. 

yeah thats what all my dreams mean.. Im sorry..  

You know..

im just gonna work today.

23 missing assignments! o_O

in Calculus..
and they don't count as anything
and wow, the majority is already done..
lol ill just turn in these.. >_O

My next assignment!

I have pick a picture that I will put on a blog, the Franklin Pierce Blog.
But I don't know which one!
also, I have to take a picture of the front of the school.
and send my image to the administation to replace it for the website.

Best Street Photo, (:

Basically haha

whatcha think?

(: more pictures

From the ipod lol

Its 6:30 in the morning and my bfs phone died. So i didnt get to talk to him this morning. Instead of that i got woken up by voldemort, we do not say his name at 5:30.. He was the last person I talked to last night too.. He's acting like my bf.. I don't like it. That's shanes job, not his. Ahh oh well. I'll figure something out somehow. I don't wanna rely on my bf for this but he does have a right to know. I'll write later

Guys... I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!

Mood: lonely.
Song for today..: 

Lyrics translated:

I miss you I miss you
More than the stars in the night
Now and forever now and forever
You must be my light

I will be by your side
Be it a windy morning
Or a freezing moonlit night
Always I've wanted to run through the morning that I'm staring at
Vague words can only cloud the heart
Cry or laugh as much as you want to
I will continue to protect you

I miss you I miss you
More than the stars in the night
Now and forever now and forever
You must be my light

I miss you
I miss you
I've found my sun
Your profile is too dazzling

I can’t become stronger
There are moments when the words crush
I think that both of us could make it well

I say hi! You answer bye?
You turn the words, but they lack you
I don’t want to lose you


I miss you I miss you
While the wind scatters through the heart
Always, Always, I’ll be beside you
With these overflown feelings, I miss you I miss you
Your profile is dazzling

I miss you I miss you
More than the stars in the night
Always, Always, I’ll be beside you
A day, a day, when we will be asleep and dreaming the same dream

I will also become your light

ABC the invisible future
Can't you see it? I want to chose it
With you I could go where ever possible

ABC my feelings toward you
Can't you see
i want to protect you
Next to you its so bright
My Sunshine I have met again


okay blog time!


*sigh* I miss him..  I am so attached to him, I've never been attached to anyone, and I don't like myself right now for it.
Last night I had a dream that we were sleeping next to eachother and I was SO happy, but then when I woke up he wasn't there.. and I wanted to cry.

Plus I get those butterflies still.. I spend hours and hours keeping my hopes up wishing he would talk to me, but knowing he's busy I know I can't contact him, nor do I have the courage to. Everytime he talks to me my heart skips a beat, and I think: do I really deserve this? He's perfect.. I wish he was here right now.. I love him so much.

Well, I'll write later... :/ I love you baby, I'll be waiting for your text. (:
I super love you okay? Forever and ever.

The Cake.(:

Shanes cake is so magical.
It may sound super weird to say this but..
I can taste the love he put into it.
Truth be told, when I was frustrated at the piano because it wouldn't turn out the way I wanted it to be.. So I ate cake. I was hungry. And it made me feel better.
I am going to continue making his present. I hope he likes it.

I feel..

like this:
what does this mean to you? write it in the comments.


very popular piano piece ^_^

Emotions ^-^

Written at 3 pm. Internet wasnt working.
Mood For todays Blog:


Decided to make a mood for todays blog, that way, I can tell you HOW I AM FEELING, through, a music type of way (:

Zodiac lesson! :D

the order of the zodiac is
Aries
then Taurus.
I am the second on the list.
(As for my boyfriend is the last and is a pisces)
Aries is known for their firey passionate behavior. Gets angered easily. Known to be a lot of fun, optimistic, happy, creative, adventurous and charismatic. However, aries many be aggressive, bossy, impatient, and might have a tendencies to dominate others. Least emotional(cry type) in ALL of the zodiacs.

then me! :D Taurus,
I am known for my determination, appreciation of beauty and patience. I almost never get angry. I am the most patient of all the zodiacs. And the second least emotional one there. Thus, I have tendencies to not show it because well, a lot of the time, there is nothing to show. I am sort of a medium you can say. Constantly medium and mellow. Only to jump out of my emotions when it involves my family or something that is unbelievable. Something that affects me on the inside. In relationships, Taurus' are known to be needy and look for someone who is willing to take care of them. Taurus' tend to be extremely sensual and are completely loyal to their significant other. But thats ONLY when Taurus' trust them. If you don't have a Taurus' trust, expect your relationship to have absolutely nothing. No caring nothing. Trust is everything. Taurus' like Pisces need to have a sense of peace or stress piles up. When the Taurus expresses how he/she feels, the answers are usually practical and tend to solve many problems. However, some Taurus' tend to wait till last minute before stating their opinion. We are extremely hesitant, Conservative, rigid, mundane, and stagnant. Oh btw, We are STUBBORN!

Finally, I'll skip to my boyfriend. The last of the Zodiacs, the Pisces. he is known for his sensitivity.He basically "stole" all of the emotional. Is what many astrologists say. But because they are so intact with their emotions they tend to be extremely intuitive and great emotional problem solvers. They have an ablility to create a stable environment. Their positive traits: Compassionate, Sensual, Nurturing, Protecting, Visionary and imaginative. (which are sooo attractive >.<) but they tend to be moody (which is kind of cute) secretive (me no like lol ) possessive (strangely like that) needy (i like that (:) Passive, and can be introverted at times. Usually Pisces tell a joke to lighten the mood, Pisces are usually the most understanding. (Thank you) Pisces are flexible.


end of lesson.
For now on, I am going to set a mood for my blog (when I am at home)
to let you know how I am feeling.
Music is how I describe things, Its always have been. :D

Love ya. ttyl

SNOW FIGHT! :D

MORE L:ATER!

i love chichaimonchan(:

He reminds me of my boyfriend.

Let it snow..

Im sleepy, tired, and sleepy.
did i mention im sleepy.
i dont wanna go to NWFC tonight. It's gonna be strict.
and :/
its a 50 minute ish drive. :/
It sucks..
I have a performance this sunday..
mann...

Erika stop complaining~! but its hard not to.

lets sing..
Oh the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

It doesn't show signs of stopping,
And I've bought some corn for popping,
The lights are turned way down low,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

When we finally kiss goodnight,
How I'll hate going out in the storm!
But if you'll really hold me tight,
All the way home I'll be warm.

The fire is slowly dying,
And, my dear, we're still good-byeing,
But as long as you love me so,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

Snow, Snow (: and then. :/ lame

Today
Nov 22

Few Snow Showers

32°F

but.. :/

tomorrow...

Tue
Nov 23

Mostly Sunny

29°F

Wed
Nov 24

Partly Cloudy

34°F

Thu
Nov 25

Mostly Cloudy

44°F

Fri
Nov 26

Showers

45°
40°

50%

45°F

Sat
Nov 27

Showers

44°
39°

40%

44°F

Sun
Nov 28

Showers

43°F

Mon
Nov 29

Few Showers

44°F

Tue
Nov 30

Showers

46°F

Wed
Dec 1

Showers

45°F

my day

I was going to avoid alden, so I went to class early,
about.. 10 minutes early.
then! I ran into Breanne, I watched Breanne's strange behavior.
I had women fight over me, and astonished by their strange behavior I stood there.
After I sucked in the semi shock but also already used to it at the same time,
I watched as girls hit on one another. (My usual) and waved goodbye and watched Breanne and her boyfriend.
They really are a strange couple.
Then I continued to walk to class.
I saw a group of people in a circle, holding one another,
hand and hand
they closed their eyes,
super close,
they all began to sing the spongebob fun song....


Spongebob: It's not about winning, it's about fun!
Plankton: What's that?
Spongebob: Fun is when you...fun is...it' like...it's kinda...sorta like a...
What is fun?? HERE...Let me spell it for you!

Spongebob:
F is for Friends who do stuff together.
U is for You and me.
N is for Anywhere and anytime at all.

Sea Creatures:
Down here in the deep blue sea!

Plankton:
F is for Fire that burns down the whole town.
U is for URANIUM...BOMBS!
N is for No survivors when you're-

Spongebob:
Plankton! Those things aren't what fun is all about!
Now, do it like this,
F is for Friends who do stuff to-

Plankton:
Never! That's completely idiotic!

Spongebob:
Here, Let me help you...
F is for friends who do stuff together.
U is for You and me, TRY IT!

Plankton:
N is for Anywhere and anytime at all.

Sea Creatures:
Down here in the deep blue sea!

Plankton:
Wait...I don't understand ...I feel all tingly inside...
Should we stop?

Spongebob:
No! That's how you're supposed to feel!

Plankton:
Well I like it! Lets do it again!

Spongebob:
Okay!

Spongebob & Plankton:
F is for Frolic through all the flowers.
U is for Ukelele.
N is for Nose picking, chewing gum, and sand licking.
Here with my best buddy.

(Laughing part)

Sea Creatures:
Down in the deep blue sea.


It was.. interesting.
So, I went to Mr. McDermott's room,
stayed in there until 8:15
and went over to the band room in the middle of class.
It was a pep assembly and it was ONLY for the Symphonic Band
Since we are behaved, and the Concert band is out of control.
So we played, and everyone got excited.
Played: Pokemon, Fight Song, Land of A Thousand dances, percussion songs, and finally Final Countdown.
it was pretty cool.
(:
then we came back, I put away my flute, and I am here.
man, I am super tired.
I wonder what we are doing in class next periods?
hmm..
I got a project to do today and the weekend.
a performance tonight
piano lessons tonight
im skipping show choir for piano lessons
I gotta read my lines for Beauty and the beast
and Echo and Narcisuss.
some how memorize it already,
(:

ohh I should put my upcoming perfomances on here!


Brothers Grim: Tonight Nov 19, 2010 7 pm. doors open 6:30

Brothers Grim: Nov. 20, 2010 2 pm, doors open 1:30

Antique NWFC Performance : Sunday Nov. 28th (Time, I forgot to write it, I'll tell ya later)

Erika Flute Recital: December 4 2010, 2 pm. Swiss Shepherd, Moracchi, accomp. Laurna (idk her last name)

NWFC concert: December 5 (Time tba i have it somewhere)

Beauty and the beast/Echo and Narcisuss performance Jan 12 2011
Beauty and the beast/Echo and Narcisuss performance Jan 13 2011 7 pm
Beauty and the beast/Echo and Narcisuss performance Jan 14 2011 7 pm

and thats as far as my planner goes so far.

 (:

Walt Disney, the creator of Mickey Mouse, had musophobia, which is the fear of mice.

1. The Walt Disney Company was founded in 1923, so our 50^th anniversary would have been in 1973. Next year will be the 75th anniversary.
   REPORTED: Walt Disney Archives 22 MAY 97
2. Football announcer John Madden left ABC to broadcast NFL games on NBC. NBC also wanted his partner, Al Michaels, but he was still under contract to ABC (which is owned by Disney). So to get Michaels, NBC sold to Disney the rights to "Oswald the Lucky Rabbit", a 1927 cartoon character in 26 silent cartoons created by Walt Disney a year before Mickey Mouse. The first trade of a broadcaster for a rabbit!
   REPORTED: Ed 18 MAR 06
3. Retlaw was Walt's own personal company which took in his income for the rights to his name, stock income and other income paid to him, hence the name "Retlaw" - "Walter" spelled backwards. It was never a subsidiary of the Disney corporation. As most people know, Walt was an avid train buff, and when he built Disneyland, he wanted complete control over the steam trains, so that he could take them out when ever he wanted. Thus, he placed the steam trains, and then later the monorails under the ownership of Retlaw and leased them back to the park. In 1982, the family decided to sell the assets of Retlaw, including the rights to Walt's likeness and name to the Disney Company, and a holding company, Walt Disney Incorporated was formed. Eventually, the steam trains and monorails became "officially" Disneyland's property.
   REPORTED: Kevin Lee 21 SEP 97
   Retlaw was not a Disney subsidiary, which was disbanded after Walt's death. It was a personal company of Walt Disney's, unaffiliated with Walt Disney Productions (aka The Walt Disney Company). Founded in 1953, it licensed the rights to Walt Disney's name and likeness, and owned the steam train and monorail operations at Disneyland. Walt Disney Productions purchased the name, likeness, and the train/monorail operations from Retlaw in the early 1980's. Retlaw still continues to thrive, as the owner of radio and television stations, among other properties.
   CONFIRMED: Randy Ballier 22 SEP 97
   CONFIRMED: Doug Davis 01 OCT 97
   CONFIRMED: Marty 18 NOV 98
4. Roy Disney owns the gym I work out at in North Hollywood, Ca. He is Walt's brothers son. He is about 40.
   REPORTED: Dave Hawk 02 JAN 99
5. Jackson Pollock used to say the hidden Mickeys in his paintings would be the death of him. If someone three dots that formed the Mickey head, it would drive him crazy. Bill S Burroughs used to blow away posters of Mickey mouse with a double barrel shotgun as a tongue-in-cheek protest to this not uncommon occurrence.
   REPORTED: anon 07 FEB 99
6. Who did Walt Disney use as a model for Peter Pan's Tinkerbell? It was Margaret Kerry. She is now a retired elementary school teacher and being model for Tinkerbell in the movie Peter Pan is the only thing she ever did for Disney.
   REPORTED: Sonny Snarr 01 AUG 00

I'm TIRED.

arg, so tired from last night.
I slept in this morning, and I can't remember the conversation I had with my boyfriend this morning.
Can you remind it babe? if you dont remember dont worry about it lol. (:
Well, today, lets start from the beginning.
I woke up at 5:15, woke my boyfriend up and talked to him.
No clue what I told him, I think I told him about a dream I had.
But what was my dream?
I then told him I couldn't take it at 5:20 and fell back asleep.
From that point on I felt the heavy eye lids of mine become heavy and had a strange dream about my boyfriend.
I miss Mr. D.. :/
The sub here is a jerk.
Makes me so angry.
ah well.

hahahaa.

Which should I stick my face on?

onigiri power!

Onigiri de genki ni naru, onigiri pawa dayo!!! >-<///
 yayy~

Shane's Email

Hey babe, :P

I never said where it would go. lol

and I did promise it this week. So why not today?

Today happens to be the day where I can't stop thinking about you..

and I am having withdraws. Shane withdraws that is. I miss you soo much its driving me crazy >.<

But anyways, I love you Sweetheart!

How are you? I really miss you! I was just thinking about how spectacularly amazing you are (;

Today I went to the College military thing :P It was really cool. It was nice and familiar.

Ah, the familiar smell of the military. do you know that smell? I love that smell lol.

It's sweet and military like. Its crazy.

Anyways, I took a bunch of pictures. I'll show you it later okay? I even got an interview and some forms. I am going to ace this project! I know it! I won't give up!

I arrived at school at around 7 am. I was texting you, still being under the Shane withdraw and checking my phone every 2 seconds lol. Thinking: Shane, please reply.. I miss you. Although I knew you were busy, you were probably driving and/or getting ready. So I didn't get too upset cuz i understood it was just hard because I NEVER missed someone so much before.

I guess this shows how much I really do love you. How much I need you in my life. I want to keep you no matter what. And to do that, I need to be understanding, patient and loving. With you, that's easy. A friend of mine told me something today that made me smile. "When you truly love someone, stay with them. Be as understanding as you possibly can and smile." I completely agree with this. Baby, you are someone that I want to spend a lifetime with. I value you and you mean the world to me. I want to keep you forever, cherish you and make you happy. If there is anything that would make you happy, I want to do it. I want to make you happy. and more importantly, I need to make you happy. If you are happy, I am happy. You ALWAYS make me so happy baby, i just wish I can repay you in return. You always do so much for me, you try so hard. Baby, I REALLY appreciate it. I love you so much Shane.

So then to go on with my day, I hung out with Zack at 7:05 am. We talked about things and he made me laugh, I even talked to him and sorta vented to him.. I vented to him saying how I was mad at myself, for getting upset over something so small. I said it wasn't you at all, but just me being dramatic. He agreed with me on this, but patted me on the back and said "Erika, you are one of the strongest cookies in the cookie jar. Don't be so sad, I know you love him and he loves you. With you, you can stand back up in a jiffy." He smiled at me and hugged me. I smiled and nodded at him. "I really love him" I said. He smiled and said "Yup, He's a keeper. He's someone that can make you happy. Treats you right, don't forget to cherish him" I smiled and nodded. "I will, I promise"

Then I went to first period, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I kept thinking: Shane.. Shane... Shane... I wish you were here. I felt like kitty. I put my head on my desk and looked up at people with big eyes.  They kept calling that one cat from Shrek, the one googly eye. Apparently. that was the face I was making. Oh well. We read Oedipus and I was the priest. It was pretty boring. :/

Now I am in second period, and we are doing a thing called wall of fame. Where I become a celebrity. Put my face on a body. I'll show you the pictures later okay sweetie. (:

Just remember I love more than the world, the universe and even if the world ends, I will still love you just as much. Even more. I fall in love with you more and more everyday and I really love you. 

I love you sweetie pie. Forever and ever.

Love always,

Your soulmate.

Erika Yeomans