Shane's Email

Hey babe, :P

I never said where it would go. lol

and I did promise it this week. So why not today?

Today happens to be the day where I can't stop thinking about you..

and I am having withdraws. Shane withdraws that is. I miss you soo much its driving me crazy >.<

But anyways, I love you Sweetheart!

How are you? I really miss you! I was just thinking about how spectacularly amazing you are (;

Today I went to the College military thing :P It was really cool. It was nice and familiar.

Ah, the familiar smell of the military. do you know that smell? I love that smell lol.

It's sweet and military like. Its crazy.

Anyways, I took a bunch of pictures. I'll show you it later okay? I even got an interview and some forms. I am going to ace this project! I know it! I won't give up!

I arrived at school at around 7 am. I was texting you, still being under the Shane withdraw and checking my phone every 2 seconds lol. Thinking: Shane, please reply.. I miss you. Although I knew you were busy, you were probably driving and/or getting ready. So I didn't get too upset cuz i understood it was just hard because I NEVER missed someone so much before.

I guess this shows how much I really do love you. How much I need you in my life. I want to keep you no matter what. And to do that, I need to be understanding, patient and loving. With you, that's easy. A friend of mine told me something today that made me smile. "When you truly love someone, stay with them. Be as understanding as you possibly can and smile." I completely agree with this. Baby, you are someone that I want to spend a lifetime with. I value you and you mean the world to me. I want to keep you forever, cherish you and make you happy. If there is anything that would make you happy, I want to do it. I want to make you happy. and more importantly, I need to make you happy. If you are happy, I am happy. You ALWAYS make me so happy baby, i just wish I can repay you in return. You always do so much for me, you try so hard. Baby, I REALLY appreciate it. I love you so much Shane.

So then to go on with my day, I hung out with Zack at 7:05 am. We talked about things and he made me laugh, I even talked to him and sorta vented to him.. I vented to him saying how I was mad at myself, for getting upset over something so small. I said it wasn't you at all, but just me being dramatic. He agreed with me on this, but patted me on the back and said "Erika, you are one of the strongest cookies in the cookie jar. Don't be so sad, I know you love him and he loves you. With you, you can stand back up in a jiffy." He smiled at me and hugged me. I smiled and nodded at him. "I really love him" I said. He smiled and said "Yup, He's a keeper. He's someone that can make you happy. Treats you right, don't forget to cherish him" I smiled and nodded. "I will, I promise"

Then I went to first period, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I kept thinking: Shane.. Shane... Shane... I wish you were here. I felt like kitty. I put my head on my desk and looked up at people with big eyes.  They kept calling that one cat from Shrek, the one googly eye. Apparently. that was the face I was making. Oh well. We read Oedipus and I was the priest. It was pretty boring. :/

Now I am in second period, and we are doing a thing called wall of fame. Where I become a celebrity. Put my face on a body. I'll show you the pictures later okay sweetie. (:

Just remember I love more than the world, the universe and even if the world ends, I will still love you just as much. Even more. I fall in love with you more and more everyday and I really love you. 

I love you sweetie pie. Forever and ever.

Love always,

Your soulmate.

Erika Yeomans