Saturday, February 26, 2011

Its amazing how things work out.

2 months before I met Shane, I was a loner. I never smiled, I never knew love. Heck, I don't think I really took care of my self. My emotions were only apathy, and the only objective I had of life was to study and do homework and excel at whatever my parents wanted me to pursue in. I had lots of friends, but I acted around them. I pretended to smile, but they knew it wasn't real. Sooner or later people were intimidated and annoyed  by me, and they stopped wanting to be around me.
It didn't take long until people who were close to me, began to lecture me. Saying how it 'depresses the world' and I need to learn how to smile and be the 'old me' again. Whoever that was. I eventually just ignored it and went to school one day. This girl named Alannah went behind my back as I turned around and gave her a vicious look. She gasped at my personality and immediately asked what was wrong, but I shook my head and just stated that I changed. She gave me a concerned look and tried to reason with me, I told her that there was nothing wrong and said I was just tired.
The convo kinda went like this..
A: Hey you
E: Hey..
A: Theres someone I want you to meet
E: really Alannah? A relationship?
A: How'd you know.?
E: I just do.
A: Well, his name is Shane. Hes really cute.
E: I see.
A: Do you not care.
E: Heh, not really.. I mean I dont know the guy or what he looks like.
A: Thats why I want you to meet him.
E: Meet him? How? You know how busy I am
A: Come on, meet him... please! your the only person I will let him be with.
E: Alright.. Well what does he look like?
A: Hes asian?
E(blush): Asian?!
A: Yup!
E(blushes but tries to keep her cool) : okay okay.! ill meet him. But don't expect me to be nice to him.
Erika exits.

Day of meeting Shane:
Alannah introduces us and I give Shane a smirk. We walk to the cafeteria. I put down my flute case.

"Hey is that a piano in there?" Shane smiled trying to start a conversation.
"No, its a flute" Completly taking it seriously.
I sat down and Shane looked at me and smiled at me, I looked away embarressed.
When he started to crack so cheesy jokes I couldn't help but smile. That was the first time I genuinely smiled in a long time at that moment.

From then on, my friends and I restored friendships, and I am with a wonderful boyfriend (:

Its AMAZING how things work out!
I love you Shane. Forever and Always!

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