You know those people, that you completely forget about?
I had one of those moments.
I was gonna date this guy, and I totally forgot he existed. Haha. I'm a jerk.
I even went through the process of trying to remember who he was.
He asked me out on a date, it was so sweet, but after we decided not to date, my mind just sorta forgot about him. I do that to a lot of people, not just him. In this case, it was my friend Brendan. Sorry man! I didn't mean to forget about you if you are reading this!
I remember you now!
So what did I do today?
Today I went to school, Fall quarter ends tomorrow for me. I did a vocabulary test, and did a review for the final tomorrow for Statistics. It was pretty fun (:
I also practiced piano for 5 ish... maybe 4 and 30 hours haha, close enough. (: I was playing Chopin Waltz no 10 in B minor Op 69 no 2.
I just started and I got it all down, both hand! I just gotta polish! (: I really enjoy piano!
I also hung out with my buddy Gabby, and I ate a GIGANTIC Rice Crispy Treat. It was.. fantastic man.
Also I also wanted to add, that I have fantastic friends. Manny, Marsha, Peter, you made my day Saturday night! :D We all went to Shari's and we had a full in debt conversation about Sticks, Pineapples, Music (of course, we are all Musicians! :D) , and our sexual preferences. They truly make me smile. (:
Also for Gabby, because she tells me funny sex stories. :D We also have deep deep conversations about Sheep, and it is just simply fantastic. She is quite lovely. (:
Oh yeah, so I've asked so many people if they would marry me. I think its proper to explain my meaning behind it. Haha.
Even if you were a boyfriend, when I say "Will you Marry Me?" Or "Will you Marry Me in Erika World?" I don't mean literally marry me. I simply mean "Make me a sandwich." And I'm sorry to say this, but if you took it seriously, I would of played along to it. Although I usually explain it, there was one case in which I thought his response was too cute to explain the joke behind it. That's Chris, he had the cutest response at the time. I kinda didn't wanna explain it. Haha, even though that's not what I really meant behind it. Eventually he took it too seriously though, I feel bad, I really should of explained it! He thought I was taking things too fast, which in his case, it definitely does seem so. But rest assure, I'm not thinking about marriage. Lol, I'm not getting married for 10 years! How could I possibly be thinking of marriage! I definitely learned my lesson by that relationship. Sorry Chris. I still to this day feel bad.
Anyways about asking if they would marry me, I just had to bring up my girlfriend in this one.
My girlfriend gets it~
This totally made my day.
I was sending her a message in pig latin, that said "Hey whats up?" But she totally didn't understand, so she replied with "No I will not make you a sandwich. XD"
I was so proud at that point.
So proud.
It really makes a difference when you explain the joke, although there is rare cases like Gabby and I who just know it means "Make me a sandwich." However, for the normal human mind, I guess I was a bit too harsh, and I scared others. But once they understood, they laughed. I really to this day should of explained it to Chris, but I suppose that if he reads this, he will finally understand.
To me, Marriage is something that is really traditional, and maybe it shouldn't be joked about. But to be honest, if I am not getting married for 10 years, and if the one I want to marry is a girl in that 10 years or so, I couldn't possibly marry her because of certain laws. I think that being with that certain someone is something simply to value, and marriage, you can certainly wait for. I hope in 10 years, same sex marriage gets legal.
Moral of the story, Don't rush into marriage, and take your time in finding someone to love.
Even if you find a girl, or a guy, or the same sex, it should matter. You should love the person, and not the gender.
Also, don't go along with a joke for too long, it really can go too far. I still to this day feel guilty. But there is one thing though if it makes that person feel better. I really did value Chris as a person, and that was a wonderful relationship. I feel bad for making it seem like I was rushing into things, but you learn from your mistakes, and I'm glad I messed up with such a forgiving person like Chris, who is willing to be my friend in the end.
I also came up with the conclusion that I won't use that phrase freely, because It can bring the wrong idea. If I really wanted a sandwich, I should just say "Make me a sandwich." But that's not gonna stop me from saying it. It might come out with Gabby, because she's.. Gabby.
No homo man.
Alright, haha well I'm gonna get going, (:
Good night~
Erika
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