man....tired

im so tired.....
i fell asleep in class.
I was completely surrounded by school activities all weekend..
No break really. :/
I dont wanna go to NWFC...
not for flute playing for 3 hours.
thats torture..
not when im this tired.
is it bad that im tired of going to it?
is it bad that its really boring me?
man, erika: Pull through this, pull through this...
I keep telling myself that..
Deal with it for the rest of the year...
but.. i honestly dont want to.
I sorta want to quit.
Just a little bit...
You know its bad when your mom goes:
theres NWFC today right?
and then my chipper mood, ready for school was ruined. T_T
I dont want to go to math.
:/
I got behind and now i dont understand much.
But David promised me on thursday that he will help me catch up.
its just hard.
its just a bit reasurring that a lot of people are behind like i am.
I just wish i'd understand it..