Substitute boyfriend

Here is the long story.
This was 2 years ago.
I dated a guy named Tim for a while. like a year. but after he graduated he went to college.
so he hired my friend Cecil to be my "Substitute boyfriend." To me; it was just fun and games,
Cecil and I were just friends, didn't really think of each other like that. well, i didn't. until he told me he liked me.
Still since he was my substitute boyfriend it doesn't matter, i didn't really care. Plus i was super lonely cuz Tim at the time was kind of ignoring me.. but lets not talk about that. So then, me being sad.. I liked someone else. I liked him. :/
so I told my boyfriend the truth. He didn't break up with me. I told him that I'll get over the guy in two days. So i did. So it wasnt a big deal. I only liked someone else for 3 days max.
So yeah, I don't want a substitute boyfriend ever again.. I felt unloved. my ex didn't care at all. :/  He didn't get jealous either.. nothing. It was: Okay. idc.
for how much i remember..lol oh well.